July 2010
I kept repeating and repeating and repeating, listening to the sermon where in the bible it says, “But whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. And whoever compels you to go one mile, go with him two.”
I think I’ll love, and keep loving, and loving, till the people who hate me likes me, and from like, love. I’ll love them with Your love, because I stand testifying how true love melts all hatred; Your love is the only true love that can melt ALL negative emotions. It turns all the fear and hatred and depression into joy and hope and love. (:
So good Jesus, just to have You loving me continuously. So good. And I ought to share the love too. (:
He’s the one that rushes to my side to save me from the mess I created when I get into trouble.
He’s the one that stands before me and ensures my safety in dangerous situations I get myself into.
He’s the one that tells me I’m most pretty in His eyes even when someone prettier stands next to me.
He’s the one that sits with me and listen to me when I’m crying from a heartbreak.
He’s the one that hugs me and tells me He loves me despite my disappointment in my failures.
He’s the one that pours out His favor upon me and I get blessings I do not deserve.
He’s the one that stays awake and looks over me when I go to sleep every night.
He’s the one that promises never ever to leave me and I’m sure of this promise.
He’s my friend, my savior, my hero, my shepherd, my Jesus.
He’s very much in love with me, & I’m very attached to Him. Our bond is one that none can break nor take away. People around tell me, Christianity is just but a religion, but with all that I experienced above, how else could you define it other than a relationship filled with love? .
‘Christianity’ is an abbreviation of His love for me, and the title ‘Christian’, an abbreviation of me belonging to Christ, that’s why I’m called Christ-ian. (:
I cried today while singing the song to You Jesus. It was unexpected, one moment I was singing, and then the next I feel the tears streaming down.
How many times, I’ve lost count, You rescued me from dangers, pluck me out from valleys, protected me even before bad events could happen on me. Yes, I know not how many times evil was prevented from coming near me, yet I know Your heart for me, Your intense & immense love for me.
Today in the midst of my tears I spoke, of how You redeemed me from my shame time and again, and how filled with gratitude my heart is. Even though I’m just a nobody standing in the midst of the church, (plain, no fame, no riches, no significant talents in the physical world) and probably no one would have noticed me, You did. (:
I have nothing much to give to You, ‘cept my heart and my life.
I have nothing much to ask for today, ‘cept that You take my life and use it for Your gospel, Your glory. Even if I could impact just one more person, bring just another to You.
Jesus…. Jesus…. thank You for loving me like this.